Post by Mr. Penguin on Oct 28, 2006 0:23:37 GMT -5
Okay, so, this is where I shall post all my song lyrics.
I am doing this for a two reasons...
1. So that if my Palm Pilot crashes, they'll still be here.
2. So you guys can read everything I write and critique it.
I will have this updated every once in a while. Which means, whenever I write a new song. So check it as often as you want, and be sure to leave comments. Also, if the song is incomplete, I'll make a note of that. Oh, and some songs don't have words, but I'm posting them anyway so that you can see the structure of my plans for my first album. I'd like to explain that my album(s) that will(may) be released(sometime in the distant future) will all be stories, wherein each track is like a chapter in a novel. But all albums (if I get that far) will be related, kinda like a series of books. If you want, you can try to guess what the story is in my songs. I'll give you a hint, there's really more than one story going on. There are many.
One last note: I have felt all of these emotions at some point in my life. When I get a strong emotion, I write. So that's where my inspiration comes from... usually.
So anyways... let's start at the beginning.
[glow=red,2,300]Diary Of Pain
Volume One: My Blood[/b][/glow]
Prelude: The Pain Begins
(No lyrics. String arrangement)
SCREAM!
(Heavy metal. Intense. Think Slipknot)
Sixteen years spin by,
Twisting and turning.
And as it all builds up,
Raging and burning.
In time...
It is all built up,
Your fury and pain and your...
Don't let,
It build,
Up in,
Side of you.
Just let,
It out.
Just scream,
And let it all OUT!!!
Shattered planets,
Colliding in fury,
White hot flames,
Lick the edges of your univers.
Poisonous atmosphere,
Thick choking fumes,
Your anger boils deep in your heart,
And putrid hate bleeds from your pores!
Don't let,
It build,
Up in,
Side of you.
Just let,
It out.
Just scream,
And let it all OUT!!!
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!!!
Don't let,
It build,
Up in,
Side of you.
Just let,
It out.
Just scream,
And let it all OUT!!!
Let it out!
Let it all f**king out!
Get up and...
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!!!
It's All Dead...
(Slow song. Depressed.)
Strewn before me,
On this field are bodies.
The bodies of my dreams.
Twisted and broken they lay,
Crumpled, they decay,
In the mist of this desolate field.
This desolate field,
That is my world.
That is me.
That is me.
Broken by others,
Shattered by failure,
I fall to my knees and weep.
Weep... for the loss of my dreams.
Weep... for the loss of my hope.
Weep... for the loss of myself.
Oh, as the winds blows,
Carrying me from here,
I speak the words I know are true...
The truth I've ever known, inside...
It's all dead.
It's all dead.
Shadowy figures lay outside my grasp.
'Are you here to help or to hurt?' I ask.
But my creis fall upon the ears of the deaf,
And the eyes of the blind,
And the minds of the thoughtless.
This place of imagination,
Is the only place I exist.
I can see you from here,
But you can't see me inside.
You'll never see me, inside.
You'll never see me, inside.
Inside I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead.
Inside I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead.
Inside I decay.
I'm torn from myself,
I'm torn into pieces.
My body won't suffer,
As my soul drifts away.
So please just come with me.
I can't live forever like this;
I need something to hold onto...
And that something is you.
The end has begun,
I can't turn back now.
The devil is calling,
I can't turn back now.
Oh, my mind, my soul, my body, my life...
It's all dead.
It's all dead.
It's all dead.
Morning Will Come
(Another slowish song. Hopeful. The choruses ("Bitter broken twilight..." are metal.)
The darkest colors,
Are always black.
And upon them leaving,
All is pure gray.
In the bitter broken twilight,
The sun dissapears,
Drowning all hope,
Reviving all fear.
In the deepest black of the night,
You are alone.
Your past haunts you,
Eating your life.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, sweet child:
The coldest hour of the night,
Is just before the sun comes up.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, bitter child:
Even when the night is frightening,
The morning will come.
In the bitter broken twilight,
The sun dissapears,
Drowning all hope,
Reviving all fear.
In the deepest black of the night,
You are alone.
Your past haunts you,
Eating you alive.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, tire child:
You may want to sleep and never again wake,
But don't erst your eyes, the sun will soon come up.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, fearful child:
Even when the night is frightening,
The morning will come.
The morning will come.
I promise you,
Don't let life go,
Hold it like...
Hold it like you'll never let it go. (And never ever do)
Oh...
Don't go.
In the bitter broken twilight,
The sun dissapears,
Drowning all hope,
Reviving all fear.
In the deepest black of the night,
You are alone.
Your past haunts you,
Don't let it eat you alive.
Because the sun always rises,
Dawn upon a new bright day.
Forget your past emotions,
For morning will come.
Goodnight (Tonight)
(A little more upbeat. Alternates between heavy and light.)
In time, my ways are drawn.
In time, you'll see the dawn.
In time, I'll say goodbye...
But this time it's just goodbye.
Goodnight, tonight,
My love is yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Forever yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Don't cry for me.
Goodnight, tonight,
I love you.
I know you may not feel it.
I know I am not worth it.
I know you may not want me...
But I know I need you.
Goodnight, tonight,
My love is yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Forever yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Don't cry for me.
Goodnight, tonight,
I love you.
Who Are You?
(Metal. Again, think Slipknot here. Still being worked on.)
No!
You can't take her,
I won't let you.
f**k!
You d**n bastard,
Leave me be!
Who the hell are you, anyway?
Better run,
You're going down.
Where the hell did you come from?
You don't even give me a chance.
Everything I want you f**king take away!
Why do you do this?
Is it spite that fuels you mind?
A Rose In The Bay
(Slow. Depressed.)
I stood there,
Silent and alone,
Shorouded,
In my misery.
Longing so...
So dearly for what was gone.
Wishing to be,
To be anywhere but there.
Anywhere...
Anywhere at all.
I cast my eyes down,
And saw a rose in the bay.
A rose in the bay.
So lonely, fragile, lost,
Like me.
I want you back so.
Where have you been...
Oh, where have you been all my life?
Like a rose,
A crimson lifeless rose.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
It spoke to me,
It cried to me,
Shrouded,
In our misery.
Dying,
Alone, alone.
Wishing to be...
To be anywhere but there.
Wherever...
Wherever you are.
I cast my eyes down,
And saw a rose in the bay.
A rose in the bay.
So lonely, fragile, lost,
Like me.
I want you back so.
Where have you been...
Oh, where have you been all my life?
Like a rose,
A crimson lifeless rose.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
I'm trying (I'm dying)
Don't fear me (I'm lying)
Don't hurt me (I'm dying)
Don't touch me (I'm crying)
I'm crying...
Crimson desperate tears,
Alone, alone.
Bleeding from every pore,
Alone, all alone.
I cast my eyes down,
And saw a rose in the bay.
A rose in the bay.
So lonely, fragile, lost,
Like me.
I want you back so.
Where have you been...
Oh, where have you been all my life?
Like a rose,
A crimson lifeless rose.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
Intermission: A Breath Of Fresh Air
(No lyrics. String arrangement.)
I'm Lost
(Slow, then heavy on... heavy part. Not finished.)
You softened me,
You cured me,
You saved me,
You rescued me,
You touched me,
Inside...
Cured my,
Pain.
And then...
You torched me and left me to die.
I hate what you've done,
I hate all you've done.
I hate what you are,
Do you know what you are?
I'm lost.
Inside and outside,
I'm lost.
You hurt me and left me to die.
I'm cold and I'm hurt and I'm lost.
Inside and outside,
I'm lost.
You hurt me so deeply inside.
I'm cold and alone and
I'm lost.
To The End
(Heavy, but not Slipknot heavy. More akin to Coheed & Cambria. Also not finished.)
I'll hold this pain inside,
Nourish it's power with my hate.
In there it will grow,
To the end of time.
To the end of time.
I'll take this in step,
It's forgotten tempo one burned,
But in this life unforgiven,
Much that one was is lost.
And I'll hold it all down,
Asphyxiate it's thoughts.
It'd be there that I kill,
Oh it's there that I'll kill...
To live.
I'll hold this pain inside,
Nourish it's power with my hate.
In there it will grow,
To the end of time.
To the end of time.
My Bittersweet Revenge I: It's Not Me (It's You)
(Heavy. Slipknot-like.)
I am tired of this,
Every f**king day,
Something goes bad, wrong,
Spit back in my face and I can't,
Live, like this anymore,
And this life, is,
So full of crap I scream,
f**k, man, f**k all this crap,
I scream,
f**k this, f**k this crap,
I scream,
f**k you, f**k all your crap,
I scream,
f**k! This! crap!
My inspiration,
Is this hatred!
My endeavor,
Only brings me pain!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
My indecision,
Exacerbates my problem!
My music, my writing,
Let's loose me anger!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
I hate,
All that you've done, and
I want,
To get this all done, because
You are,
One evil pregnant dog.
It's not, me
It's all you.
It's not, me.
It's all f**king you.
My inspiration,
Is this hatred!
My endeavor,
Only brings me pain!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
My indecision,
Exacerbates my problem!
My music, my writing,
Let's loose me anger!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
It's not me,
That's the problem.
It's all you.
It's you.
It's you.
It's you.
It's not f**king me.
It's all f**king you.
My Bittersweet Revenge II: Wicked
(Heavy. Similar to Static-X.)
Souless,
We wander.
Nameless,
We hide.
Fearless,
We conquer.
Wicked,
We ride.
Sift through the sands as we search for our souls.
Lost in our minds, we have no control.
Worship this hatred though it brings us down.
We all rise up now, from six feet down!
Hey! You!
Don't try to tear me down.
Hey! You!
Don't try to fray my soul.
Hey! You!
Just stop and I'll let you live.
Why do you lie when we know all you know,
Silence you lost me I'm buried in snow,
Don't fear us we're not bad we're just scared and lost.
Will anyone care that we're burning away?
Hey! You!
Don't try to tear me down.
Hey! You!
Don't try to fray my soul.
Hey! You!
Just stop and I'll let you live.
This is wicked! [x4]
This! Is! Wicked! [x4, more intense each time]
Hey! You!
Don't try to tear me down.
Hey! You!
Don't try to fray my soul.
Hey! You!
Just stop and I'll let you live.
We're wicked,
We're dying,
We're lost...
Save us.
My Bittersweet Revenge III: My Blood
(Not heavy, not light. Not fast, not slow. It's very medium, but alters throughout. Rather gothic.)
The pain in my head
Escaped from my heart.
The tears on my cheeks
Escaped from my eyes.
The blood on my soul
Escaped from my wrist...
And the hate in my mind
Escaped from you.
You hurt me
You burnt me
You crucified my upon my own hope.
Nailed and left the to die.
Stabbed and left there to bleed.
Broken and left there to fend for myself...
And die alone...
In misery.
The pain in my head
Escaped from my heart.
The tears on my cheeks
Escaped from my eyes.
The blood on my soul
Escaped from my wrist...
And the hate in my mind
Escaped from you.
You hurt me
You burnt me
You shot me and laughed as I died.
Your hate... Your viscious bloody hate.
All you could see was my blood.
All I could feel was your malice.
And now... you come back...
And expect me to forgive you?
Well no.
I never will.
You gave me pain,
And I'll gladly return the gift.
How does it feel,
Now that you're in pain?
Now that you're the one suffering?
I hope you die,
Right now.
In agony.
Alone.
My Bittersweet Revenge IV: Silence!
(Angry. Not yet finished.)
Yeah!
I hate you!
You hate you!
So shut your mouth,
I want silence!
So shut your mouth,
I want silence!
So shut your mouth,
I want silence!
Yeah!
Oh...
Without hatred,
Within you,
You won't,
Go.
Without me,
Within you,
You need,
Love.
Within me,
Without you,
I have,
Peace.
Within us,
Between us,
We have,
Nothing.
There never was an us,
So stop pretending.
There never will be,
So don't ask.
I tell you how I feel,
So just give me one thing.
I want you to,
Just go away.
Just go away!
And don't come back!
Silence, from you,
Is all, I'll hear.
Silence is all I want to hear.
When I Die
(Medium tempo. Reflective.)
Time...
Is a strange thing.
When you wait for something...
You wait an eternity.
When something is coming...
Time passes too fast.
But in it's way,
Time does what it wants.
But most of all...
Time. Never. Stops.
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even notice?
I'l lost seventeen years,
Seventeen years to the abyss.
How many more do I have left?
How many more will I lose,
Before I shift into drive,
And get out of my hell?
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even notice?
It's been seventeen years,
Seventeen years in the abyss.
How much longer will I stay here?
Will I ever have my time with you,
Within, or without,
Everything's hell without you.
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even notice?
Oh,
Time slips away.
Oh,
Can't catch that pregnant dog.
Oh,
Time slips away.
Oh, how I hate that pregnant dog!
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even f**king notice that I'm gone?!
Epilouge: We Must Move On
(No lyrics. String arrangement.)
Thus conclude my first album. The surface storyline is pretty obvious and easy to follow. The other, however, isn't. But then again, it's not completely finished. So yeah. Whatever.
I am doing this for a two reasons...
1. So that if my Palm Pilot crashes, they'll still be here.
2. So you guys can read everything I write and critique it.
I will have this updated every once in a while. Which means, whenever I write a new song. So check it as often as you want, and be sure to leave comments. Also, if the song is incomplete, I'll make a note of that. Oh, and some songs don't have words, but I'm posting them anyway so that you can see the structure of my plans for my first album. I'd like to explain that my album(s) that will(may) be released(sometime in the distant future) will all be stories, wherein each track is like a chapter in a novel. But all albums (if I get that far) will be related, kinda like a series of books. If you want, you can try to guess what the story is in my songs. I'll give you a hint, there's really more than one story going on. There are many.
One last note: I have felt all of these emotions at some point in my life. When I get a strong emotion, I write. So that's where my inspiration comes from... usually.
So anyways... let's start at the beginning.
[glow=red,2,300]Diary Of Pain
Volume One: My Blood[/b][/glow]
Prelude: The Pain Begins
(No lyrics. String arrangement)
SCREAM!
(Heavy metal. Intense. Think Slipknot)
Sixteen years spin by,
Twisting and turning.
And as it all builds up,
Raging and burning.
In time...
It is all built up,
Your fury and pain and your...
Don't let,
It build,
Up in,
Side of you.
Just let,
It out.
Just scream,
And let it all OUT!!!
Shattered planets,
Colliding in fury,
White hot flames,
Lick the edges of your univers.
Poisonous atmosphere,
Thick choking fumes,
Your anger boils deep in your heart,
And putrid hate bleeds from your pores!
Don't let,
It build,
Up in,
Side of you.
Just let,
It out.
Just scream,
And let it all OUT!!!
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!!!
Don't let,
It build,
Up in,
Side of you.
Just let,
It out.
Just scream,
And let it all OUT!!!
Let it out!
Let it all f**king out!
Get up and...
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!
Scream
NOW!!!
It's All Dead...
(Slow song. Depressed.)
Strewn before me,
On this field are bodies.
The bodies of my dreams.
Twisted and broken they lay,
Crumpled, they decay,
In the mist of this desolate field.
This desolate field,
That is my world.
That is me.
That is me.
Broken by others,
Shattered by failure,
I fall to my knees and weep.
Weep... for the loss of my dreams.
Weep... for the loss of my hope.
Weep... for the loss of myself.
Oh, as the winds blows,
Carrying me from here,
I speak the words I know are true...
The truth I've ever known, inside...
It's all dead.
It's all dead.
Shadowy figures lay outside my grasp.
'Are you here to help or to hurt?' I ask.
But my creis fall upon the ears of the deaf,
And the eyes of the blind,
And the minds of the thoughtless.
This place of imagination,
Is the only place I exist.
I can see you from here,
But you can't see me inside.
You'll never see me, inside.
You'll never see me, inside.
Inside I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead.
Inside I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead.
Inside I decay.
I'm torn from myself,
I'm torn into pieces.
My body won't suffer,
As my soul drifts away.
So please just come with me.
I can't live forever like this;
I need something to hold onto...
And that something is you.
The end has begun,
I can't turn back now.
The devil is calling,
I can't turn back now.
Oh, my mind, my soul, my body, my life...
It's all dead.
It's all dead.
It's all dead.
Morning Will Come
(Another slowish song. Hopeful. The choruses ("Bitter broken twilight..." are metal.)
The darkest colors,
Are always black.
And upon them leaving,
All is pure gray.
In the bitter broken twilight,
The sun dissapears,
Drowning all hope,
Reviving all fear.
In the deepest black of the night,
You are alone.
Your past haunts you,
Eating your life.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, sweet child:
The coldest hour of the night,
Is just before the sun comes up.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, bitter child:
Even when the night is frightening,
The morning will come.
In the bitter broken twilight,
The sun dissapears,
Drowning all hope,
Reviving all fear.
In the deepest black of the night,
You are alone.
Your past haunts you,
Eating you alive.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, tire child:
You may want to sleep and never again wake,
But don't erst your eyes, the sun will soon come up.
But the sun also rises.
Remember this, fearful child:
Even when the night is frightening,
The morning will come.
The morning will come.
I promise you,
Don't let life go,
Hold it like...
Hold it like you'll never let it go. (And never ever do)
Oh...
Don't go.
In the bitter broken twilight,
The sun dissapears,
Drowning all hope,
Reviving all fear.
In the deepest black of the night,
You are alone.
Your past haunts you,
Don't let it eat you alive.
Because the sun always rises,
Dawn upon a new bright day.
Forget your past emotions,
For morning will come.
Goodnight (Tonight)
(A little more upbeat. Alternates between heavy and light.)
In time, my ways are drawn.
In time, you'll see the dawn.
In time, I'll say goodbye...
But this time it's just goodbye.
Goodnight, tonight,
My love is yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Forever yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Don't cry for me.
Goodnight, tonight,
I love you.
I know you may not feel it.
I know I am not worth it.
I know you may not want me...
But I know I need you.
Goodnight, tonight,
My love is yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Forever yours.
Goodnight, tonight,
Don't cry for me.
Goodnight, tonight,
I love you.
Who Are You?
(Metal. Again, think Slipknot here. Still being worked on.)
No!
You can't take her,
I won't let you.
f**k!
You d**n bastard,
Leave me be!
Who the hell are you, anyway?
Better run,
You're going down.
Where the hell did you come from?
You don't even give me a chance.
Everything I want you f**king take away!
Why do you do this?
Is it spite that fuels you mind?
A Rose In The Bay
(Slow. Depressed.)
I stood there,
Silent and alone,
Shorouded,
In my misery.
Longing so...
So dearly for what was gone.
Wishing to be,
To be anywhere but there.
Anywhere...
Anywhere at all.
I cast my eyes down,
And saw a rose in the bay.
A rose in the bay.
So lonely, fragile, lost,
Like me.
I want you back so.
Where have you been...
Oh, where have you been all my life?
Like a rose,
A crimson lifeless rose.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
It spoke to me,
It cried to me,
Shrouded,
In our misery.
Dying,
Alone, alone.
Wishing to be...
To be anywhere but there.
Wherever...
Wherever you are.
I cast my eyes down,
And saw a rose in the bay.
A rose in the bay.
So lonely, fragile, lost,
Like me.
I want you back so.
Where have you been...
Oh, where have you been all my life?
Like a rose,
A crimson lifeless rose.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
I'm trying (I'm dying)
Don't fear me (I'm lying)
Don't hurt me (I'm dying)
Don't touch me (I'm crying)
I'm crying...
Crimson desperate tears,
Alone, alone.
Bleeding from every pore,
Alone, all alone.
I cast my eyes down,
And saw a rose in the bay.
A rose in the bay.
So lonely, fragile, lost,
Like me.
I want you back so.
Where have you been...
Oh, where have you been all my life?
Like a rose,
A crimson lifeless rose.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
Intermission: A Breath Of Fresh Air
(No lyrics. String arrangement.)
I'm Lost
(Slow, then heavy on... heavy part. Not finished.)
You softened me,
You cured me,
You saved me,
You rescued me,
You touched me,
Inside...
Cured my,
Pain.
And then...
You torched me and left me to die.
I hate what you've done,
I hate all you've done.
I hate what you are,
Do you know what you are?
I'm lost.
Inside and outside,
I'm lost.
You hurt me and left me to die.
I'm cold and I'm hurt and I'm lost.
Inside and outside,
I'm lost.
You hurt me so deeply inside.
I'm cold and alone and
I'm lost.
To The End
(Heavy, but not Slipknot heavy. More akin to Coheed & Cambria. Also not finished.)
I'll hold this pain inside,
Nourish it's power with my hate.
In there it will grow,
To the end of time.
To the end of time.
I'll take this in step,
It's forgotten tempo one burned,
But in this life unforgiven,
Much that one was is lost.
And I'll hold it all down,
Asphyxiate it's thoughts.
It'd be there that I kill,
Oh it's there that I'll kill...
To live.
I'll hold this pain inside,
Nourish it's power with my hate.
In there it will grow,
To the end of time.
To the end of time.
My Bittersweet Revenge I: It's Not Me (It's You)
(Heavy. Slipknot-like.)
I am tired of this,
Every f**king day,
Something goes bad, wrong,
Spit back in my face and I can't,
Live, like this anymore,
And this life, is,
So full of crap I scream,
f**k, man, f**k all this crap,
I scream,
f**k this, f**k this crap,
I scream,
f**k you, f**k all your crap,
I scream,
f**k! This! crap!
My inspiration,
Is this hatred!
My endeavor,
Only brings me pain!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
My indecision,
Exacerbates my problem!
My music, my writing,
Let's loose me anger!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
I hate,
All that you've done, and
I want,
To get this all done, because
You are,
One evil pregnant dog.
It's not, me
It's all you.
It's not, me.
It's all f**king you.
My inspiration,
Is this hatred!
My endeavor,
Only brings me pain!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
My indecision,
Exacerbates my problem!
My music, my writing,
Let's loose me anger!
Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?!
It's not me,
That's the problem.
It's all you.
It's you.
It's you.
It's you.
It's not f**king me.
It's all f**king you.
My Bittersweet Revenge II: Wicked
(Heavy. Similar to Static-X.)
Souless,
We wander.
Nameless,
We hide.
Fearless,
We conquer.
Wicked,
We ride.
Sift through the sands as we search for our souls.
Lost in our minds, we have no control.
Worship this hatred though it brings us down.
We all rise up now, from six feet down!
Hey! You!
Don't try to tear me down.
Hey! You!
Don't try to fray my soul.
Hey! You!
Just stop and I'll let you live.
Why do you lie when we know all you know,
Silence you lost me I'm buried in snow,
Don't fear us we're not bad we're just scared and lost.
Will anyone care that we're burning away?
Hey! You!
Don't try to tear me down.
Hey! You!
Don't try to fray my soul.
Hey! You!
Just stop and I'll let you live.
This is wicked! [x4]
This! Is! Wicked! [x4, more intense each time]
Hey! You!
Don't try to tear me down.
Hey! You!
Don't try to fray my soul.
Hey! You!
Just stop and I'll let you live.
We're wicked,
We're dying,
We're lost...
Save us.
My Bittersweet Revenge III: My Blood
(Not heavy, not light. Not fast, not slow. It's very medium, but alters throughout. Rather gothic.)
The pain in my head
Escaped from my heart.
The tears on my cheeks
Escaped from my eyes.
The blood on my soul
Escaped from my wrist...
And the hate in my mind
Escaped from you.
You hurt me
You burnt me
You crucified my upon my own hope.
Nailed and left the to die.
Stabbed and left there to bleed.
Broken and left there to fend for myself...
And die alone...
In misery.
The pain in my head
Escaped from my heart.
The tears on my cheeks
Escaped from my eyes.
The blood on my soul
Escaped from my wrist...
And the hate in my mind
Escaped from you.
You hurt me
You burnt me
You shot me and laughed as I died.
Your hate... Your viscious bloody hate.
All you could see was my blood.
All I could feel was your malice.
And now... you come back...
And expect me to forgive you?
Well no.
I never will.
You gave me pain,
And I'll gladly return the gift.
How does it feel,
Now that you're in pain?
Now that you're the one suffering?
I hope you die,
Right now.
In agony.
Alone.
My Bittersweet Revenge IV: Silence!
(Angry. Not yet finished.)
Yeah!
I hate you!
You hate you!
So shut your mouth,
I want silence!
So shut your mouth,
I want silence!
So shut your mouth,
I want silence!
Yeah!
Oh...
Without hatred,
Within you,
You won't,
Go.
Without me,
Within you,
You need,
Love.
Within me,
Without you,
I have,
Peace.
Within us,
Between us,
We have,
Nothing.
There never was an us,
So stop pretending.
There never will be,
So don't ask.
I tell you how I feel,
So just give me one thing.
I want you to,
Just go away.
Just go away!
And don't come back!
Silence, from you,
Is all, I'll hear.
Silence is all I want to hear.
When I Die
(Medium tempo. Reflective.)
Time...
Is a strange thing.
When you wait for something...
You wait an eternity.
When something is coming...
Time passes too fast.
But in it's way,
Time does what it wants.
But most of all...
Time. Never. Stops.
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even notice?
I'l lost seventeen years,
Seventeen years to the abyss.
How many more do I have left?
How many more will I lose,
Before I shift into drive,
And get out of my hell?
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even notice?
It's been seventeen years,
Seventeen years in the abyss.
How much longer will I stay here?
Will I ever have my time with you,
Within, or without,
Everything's hell without you.
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even notice?
Oh,
Time slips away.
Oh,
Can't catch that pregnant dog.
Oh,
Time slips away.
Oh, how I hate that pregnant dog!
My time is coming...
And when I die,
Will you remember me?
Will you miss me?
Will I be remembered?
Will anybody even f**king notice that I'm gone?!
Epilouge: We Must Move On
(No lyrics. String arrangement.)
Thus conclude my first album. The surface storyline is pretty obvious and easy to follow. The other, however, isn't. But then again, it's not completely finished. So yeah. Whatever.